In memoriam. Cel Negado-Santos

April 12 marks the 4th anniversary of the Death of my mother. 4 years of rebelling, 4 years of longing, 4 years of missing, 4 years of waiting. You would see why the dark side of me has not heed to any closure. I haven't buried her yet. I'm seeing signs again that I should resume the search. Until I hold her remains my struggles will never end. There's no resting from this.